What kind of legacy will I leave?

If God took me home today, besides my family, who would really miss me? How have I touched people, and what kind of actions have I taken that have affected others in a positive way?

I think over my life. The words I have said, the things I have thought and my actions. And I wonder. Am I the best Christ follower I can be? Probably not. Do I live a biblical example of life? Probably not in everything I do.

All I can do is pray that God will guide my words and actions to be an example that He would be proud of.

Frustration is ongoing

Okay, so I had a hysterectomy. I knew I was going to have pain...but not strange new pains that occur. I look online for help and see that there is a myriad of things that can happen to women post hysterectomy. Is this "normal"? I don't know. I'm just tired of being tired and in pain. And I'm back to running a fever. My pain is definitely worse towards the end of the day.

Yes, I will be calling the doctor again.

I will praise God for all he does, and I know there is a message and a testament to His glory in what I am going through.

But sometimes I just get frustrated and tired. Is this normal?

What is normal, anyway??