struggling

With Jacob's departure, I am struggling. In my head, I know this is not my doing. But listening to words said, I FEEL totally responsible for tearing a family apart. I am hurting more than I ever imagined I could. I ache for my husband who (temporarily) has lost his son. And I don't know what I can do to make it right.

Steps on the path of life

I seem to trip over the cracks in the sidewalks.

Our middle son and my husband had a blow up for a lot of reasons, but to make a long story short, he has decided to live with his birth mother. Scott is hurting, and I don't know how to make it better.

I know in my head that it's not my fault, but my emotional self wants to take the blame.

I'm just tired.